please, please, please just let me talk just, just. laura dern: ok. ellen degeneres: um, you know how uh, you said, in the room, you know that you thought maybe i was, you know and i said, "no, no, no, no, no." well, um, i, i, i was thinking about it, you know and i think that maybe i'm um, i am uh. i guess what i'm trying to say is, i did get the joke about the toaster oven. laura dern: so are you saying what i think you're trying to say? ellen degeneres: what do you think i'm trying to say? laura dern: oh, i'm not gonna say it again and be wrong. ellen degeneres: no, you're not wrong, you're right. um, this is uh, this is, this is so hard but i, i, i, i think i've realized that i am; i can't even say the word. why can't i say the word? i mean, why can't i just say?